21.02.2009
Dear Jessica
How do you feel?
First of all my mother ask me to tell you that she didn’t talk with you in the massanger because of her bad English. I explained her that you probably thought that you are talking with Fatma.
I’m sorry , for telling you all that I wrote you the last time. I know you got heart of stone but I still afraid you have fragments of feelings over there that I might hurt you in such way or another. what happened after I wrote it to you was that I went to sit down with people from the faculty because one of them had a birthday. They all drunk except me. But I had the best mood because of the letter I wrote you 🙂 so they kept look at me and say “And that is the guy that didn’t drink”
I wanted to spent your vacation with you so I could make you happy like you makes me. Yes, you also makes me sad sometimes. But my Pandora box is open and crying over it doesn’t make any different.
Do what you want to do in your vacation here, see me or don’t it doesn’t matter (I do think you should visit my family, due. I think they deserve it). All I want is that you will go back home and say to yourself
“I just had the best vacation ever!”
Please.
And as I said earlier – DO NOT worry for me, never. You got no part of me hurting myself. (again if you had any slight idea of that I want you to feel no blame for it, what so ever.)
Have a pleasant week
Love 🙂
Gad