01.02.2009
Dear Jessica
How do you feel Jessica?
Good to hear from you Jessica.
Nili had birthday that weekend, Nathan bought her a big present. First of all you need to understand that Nathan is very afraid from heights. He could parachute but he prefer to wash dishes instead. In the Israel to be a soldier with a badge that you parachute (a parachute badge on your uniform) is to be the most proud man in Israel.
IDF parachute badge (Source: Wikipedia)
But Nathan still didn’t want to do it. This the man, that afraid to go on a big wheel in the Lona park bought his girlfriend a…
a free diving from 3 km high.. 
From here on – Love letter so you can skip them if you don’t have time.
It’s funny Jessica how you still makes me sick. Literally. The day you said you won’t come here I was sick for 2 days :-). When I sent you the package I was sick for 3 days :-).
I don’t know if it is coincidence, but the fact is that those were the only 2 times I was sick since I came back from South America a year and a half ago 🙂
I don’t think I will find I girlfriend. I see how I react to your letters from half a world far away, and I don’t want to know how I will react If I let myself fall in love again. No that I don’t try but maybe I don’t really want. I love you Jessica. I know it doesn’t really makes any difference for you. But I love you. I changed the July month on my calendar To Jess….
You are my “Happy place”. I will explain – when we sit down in class and we don’t understand what the teacher is talking about we run away in our thoughts. One start to count the people in the class, another eats his nail. And me Jessica, I think about you. This is Funny because I did manage to forget how you look like. When I meet you in my dream each night you ask “Don’t you remember me?” and then I realize who you are and I wake up. I told you Jessica, I want to spent with you all time you will be here. Maybe I will understand that you don’t live here but I don’t think so. When you came back home Jessica I set down and count 21 days for each year, means that if I will leave till 70 I can spent 1470 days from my life with you. I was so happy that day more then 4 years!!. Then I realize I am already 24 so I will have only 966 days with you – still more then 2 and a half years!
And I convince myself that you love me that you said I deserve that the best you meant I deserve you…
OK that’s enough for now I wonder if I will ever manage to find someone like you.
Love
Gad