16.06.2008
I did not tell you not to answer, I asking you to help me Jessica.
Please help me, that is all I am asking you. I do not write you things in the air, just to write them. I think about you every second of my life. It does not make me any healthier. You once called me tragic, you probably right. I am sorry, but that is who I am. I want to write you happy things, but that what comes out, sadness. in that case I better write nothing at all.
Please help me and forget about me. maybe some day I will find an Israeli Jessica that will make me feel as you did.
Love
Gad