10.06.2008
Dear Jessica
After spending a little bit more time with the other sex I here now present you my deep and final conclusions: That you will finally tie your faith with some smart, jumpy, happy, dancing nice boy that will give such a wonderful love that you will forget there is something except him.
A nice looking boy that will write lovely love songs, take you to the shore and will give such beautiful love just like you can to others mi corazon de hielo. I suspect that you will keep let me down and keep me in this prison of people with broken heart, and I therefore will be misery for the rest of my life like I was. Because of that I look at that situation in a philosophical way and I am understanding that it is like a chronic disease. Something that I will just have to live with it. So I will have to live my life around poor substitutes of you, crying upon my bad luck that tie myself up to a woman that will never love me. I will keep mourning upon that wonderful thing that you once gave me and I kept. Such a divine thing that I enjoyed it so much, I could never have the pleasure to give you back again.
“Stupid” said Gad to himself, when he was writing his long and lonesome love letters to a girl that no longer even reads his letters. “Why are writing love letters to her. Leave her alone, let her live her life alone. Find a new love and live your life.”
“No” Gad’s heart said “I will tie my life with her”.
“OK” said Gad mind “keep acting like a seventeen years old loving heart. I think I will lesson to her and grow up a little bit”.
“You just do what ever you want. I will stay here with my memories and love. I believe in a think could love, and I believe in her. I can do it I can wait for here, she will come every year and she will finally stay here with me.”
“Don’t you understand she’s a man eater? She will let you broken heart each and every year? You can not stand see what happen to you the last time. Anyway I will not going to see her when she will come. I knew you won’t stand it again.”
“I will grow stronger” said the heart. “And I will see her when she will come.”
“Do what ever you want.”