08.10.2008
hey,
I hope everything is good with you.
You wrote me down that you need to talk with me in the massanger – so I did what I had to do a long time ago. I closed that account and open a new one.
We just finished to clean up the balcony. Ima cleaned up Guri’s dreadlocks. She afraid he got “louses” (is it the how you call it? the small animals that suck your blood from your head and make you itch?). Guri planted some new planets he ordered from US.
Fatma came back from down town, she went there to eat a “Day before Yom Kippor breakfast” (I will explain it to you in a moment) with a friends (Boy, she know how to live, like someone I used to know….).
Nathan was here Saturday, he felt bad so I took him to the doctor. Because he is a soldier he has to go to specific places to got medical assistant so I drove him all over town. But in the end he felt better. He went to a spring with some friends in the morning, and I think he didn’t drink enough and got dehydrated.
I spent the morning of that week painting the house and worked in the afternoon so I didn’t had to much time left. But I did managed to find some time to see my doctor (I don’t have a kidney and I have to see that the one I have is fine, but at least I don’t epilepsy :-). I managed to go to the Temple Mount. When you where here we told you we are not allowed to go up there. But we can – just as long we don’t got into the mosques like Dome of Rock and don’t pray). I really thought it is going to be amazing but when I was up there I felt nothing. It is a nice place but that’s it, nothing a thought I would feel.
Yom Kippur – Day of Atonement in witch you don’t drink nor eat and basically do nothing like in Shabbat: drive, see TV, take shower, listen to radio, go out to drink or dance, use cellphone. And some more things: no drink nor eat, no showering, no cosmetics, no leather clothes or shoes and no sex. nothing except pray. Fatma of course take care of how she will look and how to dress (only white). In that day you need to ask from god to forgiveness and hope you won’t die that year (“Signed in the book of life”). The second part of the day is to ask anybody you know to forgive you, and think of your life – what you don’t do right and what you do wrong.
Although I won’t send it to you, and therefore you will not read it I will write it down to feel better.
Please forgive me for things I did that caused you pain, that make you hurt, please forgive for sins I did, on purpose and not on purpose. For things I know that will make agony and for things made agony and I didn’t know. Forgive me for sins money, of mouth, of honor, or of any other kind.
Disculpe.
I think about that I won’t see you and I’m afraid that I won’t help myself and come to see you. You probably think it is nice to have an Israeli lover, sometimes I think it is also nice but than I realize what it did to me the last time and I am mad about you. I cannot allow it to happen, although I already know I will have to see you if you will come (I really hope that the economic crisis will cause you not to come 🙂
bye
Gad