Hi,
It is already week 36… 
That means we are on the ninth month 
, a month from now (or even less) we gonna have a baby.
The stress is already high, and we are both nervous about it. “You cannot imagine how it will be” other parents keep telling me, and that’s only makes more stressed. If I don’t sleep and feel bad now, what happen when he come? 
I’m sure It will be OK, but emotionally it is hard for me to deal with. And you know how bad I am with dealing with my emotions… 
We cleaned up our far old aunt house from the belongings we wanted. She moved to a Retirement home.
At first we only looked on what was out not moving too much, after all – we were digging in someone personal things. Someone you know things. But slowly slowly we started to open the closets, the drawers and the boxes. Throwing things away and looking for valuable things.
But most of it was shamattes ( = garbage). We took some things: a table, some chair, TV, and some other stuff. Most of it because I thought it a shame it will go to the garbage. It made me pretty sad, that was all that she will left behind: garbage. The only thing that was really worth were the photos albums. And because of all the issues in the family no one took those…
The only thing that really worth something that she will leave behind were the photo albums…
But none of her sons asked for them. shamattes they said…
Take Care
Gad